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Friday, April 26th, 2002
11:07 am	please re-add me :) username = sisastef Re-using my old journal cos i get special stuff :D (Comment on this)
Monday, April 22nd, 2002
8:34 pm	I had a good weekend, went to daily's met Sina and draper in pub, was overall very good but Daily was knackered all day. Am trying my very hardest to find one map of poynton but ee by gum i cannae find one anywhere, which is poo cos my daddy won't be able to find me anywhere so i'll have to live in poynton forever. And so will kate and kris. So nerr. Heh in French our teacher said boobs, and me and kris just looked at each other and pissed our sides like 10 year olds....we need to grow up ;0) It wasn't even funny really. My sis just scared the shit out of me. On wed am going to see daily play geetarr and cox sing and see Bragg's band too :D They'd better be good. we are trekking across the country for this. And finally, a sad note, STOCKPORT COUNTY ARE SHIT cos they let Norwich score two whole goals and my home town is in mourning now. Grr. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 18th, 2002
11:15 pm	I am so pised off and stressed at the moment and am in such a bitchy mood. 1) My dad's a tart. he has an awesome sports car to show off and he's arrogant and a loser. 2) I want to be able to drive. 3) I hardly ever get to see Daily and its getting on my nerves big time. 4) I wanted to go watch daily band practise, and, fair play, its not a big thing but he said i can't and that got on my nerves, though i prolly did piss him off ringing him 45 mins before I wanted him to come meet me which was selfish. 5) I am failing at school so bad and i have a huge oral in for tomorrow and i just CAN'T BE FUCKING ARSED ANYMORE. 6) Everyone has gone out tonite and I'm here bored supposed to be working and i want to be out. 7) I want a pint. 8) I even have little kids who are ten staring at my skin scared they can catch it and its horrid and FUCK i wish it would go away. 9) I am itching all over. 10) Steph Andrews and Joanne Beetle yesterday were basically critisizing me to my face saying cos I went to main school, I wasn't as 'worldly' as them and couldn't deal with 'everyday problms' as well as them, as if main school peeps had had a sheltered life with no problems and have never had to fight to get what we want and have had it easy. i'm sorry but they cn go fuck themselves, they are no better cos they went to a different school, and so what if we went to a grammar school, we're no different to them. Believe it or not, we all have to go home at the end of the day and face up to shit like you do. 11) I think thats it. 12) No. My mum keeps crying and i want her to get over my dad cos i dunno what to say to her, I've said everthing i can but she's a lost cause. Don't get me wrong, but its been nearly 14 months now and she's a very loverly lady and i love her so she needs to stop moping and go out more again. Good things at the moment. 1) daily :) 2) I am happily getting pissed often and punishing my liver. 3) I love my brother so much. 4) I am beginning to like children more. No, not in that way :P 5) Me and Kristine seem to be getting on really well again, like in the olden days which is good. Back to the vegeburger family type getting on ;0) 6) Um....Kate's zine kicks arse, really. So anyway. i feel better now :) Current Mood: accomplished (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 15th, 2002
8:51 pm	watching Hollyoaks made me cry *weeps* no, but in all seriousness, or whatever the phrase, it did. (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 14th, 2002
9:36 pm	Last night was good, Sina was randomly throwing water around when i saw him, but yeah.......the band were really good :0) Better than i thought. Then Jen dragged me to shitty Jilly's or whatever then we got a taxi home so i'm poor. Work was hard...i had to work, then my boss's dog licked my lips kissing me, so i spat in the toilet for about 5 mins. (Comment on this)
9:26 pm	Yes am bored again 1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME? T'was my IRC nick, but changed it to a K cos Cornelia was already taken. It was the name of a friend's computer :) 2. NAME FIVE [5] OF YOUR FAVORITE PIG-OUT FOODS - garlic pizza, carrots, erm...... 3. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER? yep :) 4. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES - *shrg* 5. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE? 3 weeks in America 6. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY - bed 7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY? Stand Down 8. WHAT IS THE MOST INSANE THING YOU'VE DONE FOR/TO YOUR CRUSH THAT HE/SHE MIGHT NOT/MIGHT KNOW ABOUT? LOL nothing I don't think. 9. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING - huge. 10. WOULD YOU EVER JOIN TEMPTATION ISLAND? nope. 11. NAME THREE [3] TEACHERS YOU LIKED IN HIGH SCHOOL/ELEMENTARY - Mr rudland, Mr taylor, ms del volgo 12. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE QUOTE? WHAT IS IT? nah. 13. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED - dunno really....i'm not too good at these questions :) 14. THE SCHOOL PICTURE YOU BURIED IN YOUR BOTTOM DRAWER? my music group in year six 15. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES? WHAT ARE THEY? Not really no. 16. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? why they insist on kissing you with stubble that hurts 17. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? i have many close friends 18. NAME ONE TV CHARACTER YOU'D MOST WANT TO BE - Linda in Gimme Gimme Gimme 19. IF YOU WERE FAMOUS, AND WERE TO BE A GUEST ON A TALK SHOW, WHOSE SHOW WOULD YOU CHOOSE? WHY? dunno, I wouldn't do talk shows they bore people 20. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD SLEEPING HABITS? i like to have my ears under the covers but not my nose :) 21. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER? get a tatoo, pass my driving test, go to leeds, get pissed and go on holiday 22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW? ATM Glasssjaw, Convectuoso 24. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG. "I won't be your winter, cos I won't be anyone's excuse to cry" 25. DO YOU KNOW AT LEAST ONE DISNEY SONG BY HEART? WHICH ONE? Lion King, 'I just can't wait to be king' 26. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE - medium sized but modernly decorated, where i design all the interiors 27. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR - t-shirt 28. WHAT'S IN YOUR BAG? pills, fags, fone and purse 29. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET? cards, school shit, payslips, photos 30. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW? lol 6p 31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES? - my black high heels that lace up my legs 32. IF YOU COULD'VE GONE TO YOUR SENIOR PROM IN A DIFFERENT OUTFIT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? LOL, I wore PVC pants and a really low but nice top, and i was 2 hours late and pissed already, but everyone else wore dresses, really nice ones. I wish I had :) 33. HOW WAS YOUR SENIOR PROM? crap :) 34. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS - i had a dinner party and we had a food fight and my brothers pants fell down 35. WOULD YOU RATHER BE A HOBBIT, AN ELF OR A DWARF? elf 36. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE? a house, a car, a holiday, a horse and a farm to keep my horse at. 37. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL? take tablets, read, bed 38. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU? none 39. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS - johnny bravo. michelangelo (turtle). daria. 39a. NAME THREE (3) OF YOUR FAVORITE ANIME CHARACTERS - err.....yes. 40. WHAT ARE THE MAGAZINES YOU READ ON A REGULAR BASIS? Kerrang and Sunday magazines 41. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU GOT THIS FROM? Sara. i like her, she's cool. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
8:56 pm	FFS everyone is depressed. blah blah blah...... School i crappy, home is crappy, but never mind :) I am fairly happy :D The only thing that would make me happy would having my normal skin back. I would rather have clear skin than win the lottery, or get the chance to live in California or.......erm......i dunno, but if there is a god somewhere, *please* make me all better and i'll give you head or something. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 7th, 2002
9:55 pm	Stolen from Podge cos i am dying of boredom HAVE YOU... Had sex ~ yeah Ever drank ~ lol, me? drink? Been drunk ~ as if :P Smoked ~ yeah Lied ~ yup :) Jumped off a bridge ~ a little one Broken a bone ~ yup LOVE.... Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend ~ yup :D Do you have a crush ~ I guess so...... On who ~ :P Have you ever cheated on a b/f or g/f ~ yes FAVORITE........ Food ~ Wetherspoons Wrap :) Drink ~ Martini or Crazy Vimto Color ~ blue black Snack ~ erm......? Dessert ~ choc ice cream Holiday ~ california Sport ~ hockey Boardgame ~ *shrug* TV Show ~ erm....dunno. Cereal ~ blah dunno Book ~ Jilly Cooper ones, any :) Flower ~ daffydil Fruit ~ grapefruit Vegetable ~ ? Season ~ Spring Actor ~ *shrug* Actress ~ " " Singer ~ I am getting bored.... Band\Group ~ I have many Radio station ~ radio 1 Animated Character ~ The Cramp twins :) WOULD YOU RATHER BE... Boy/girl ~ girl Dog/cat ~ dog Rich and unhappy/Poor and happy ~ poor as long as we are not talking annoying-man-in-picadilly-garden poor In College/Working after high school ~ college Finger/Toe ~ finger CD/Tape ~ cd Pen/Pencil ~ pencil WHAT COMES TO YOUR MIND WHEN YOU HEAR... Money ~ yay Spice Girls ~ wannabe Purple ~ Rain (? - is that a song or somethin) Music ~ gigs Frogs ~ My friends Mike and Marky The X-Files ~ tombs Girls ~ hell yeah ;) Red ~ blood Candy ~ America Weird ~ Kris Glue ~ stick Santa ~ Shit, Christmas is only 8 months off Hanson ~ mmmmmmmmbop Duck ~ Silent sigh by Badly Drawn Boy Child ~ no thanks Cookie ~ monster :D Rainbows ~ painting? That was so unneccessary as it did not even relieve my boredom. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 5th, 2002
5:08 pm	Yay just got my Green Day tickets :) That will be so good after my exams. I have stoopid red wine on my carpet and it won't come out meh. Grrr. Woo am also going to manchester tomorrow to see Daily and anyone else who goes if anyone does. I really can't believe how often people have been at my house this holiday....I have had one night when no-one has been round. Its been fun but i still have no food or drinks except two curries gef brought me. Thanks GeF :) M<y good friend Leigh has returned to Uni so Jennie is crying and stuff and being sulky silly child. Anyway, off to work I go for another strenuous evening :) Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002
1:05 am	Stole this off that Podge guy cos i'm bored THE BASICS.... Your Name: Stephanie Nicknames: None. That I'm gonna put. Birthday: 28th November Zodiac sign: Saggitarius School: Clitheroe e-mail: stef@squiggle.org color of eyes/hair: bluegrey blonde Height: 5'4? Pets: dog, sister HAVE YOU EVER... Had an online romance: lol guess so Left the country: yep Been so drunk u blacked out: oh yeah :) Gone out in public in your pajamas: yup Missed school b/c it was raining: yep Set yourself or a body part on fire: Heh yes Kept a secret from everyone: yeah Actually thrown shoes onto a phone wire: no. thats dumb. Had an imaginary friend: no Had a crush on a teacher: nope Done something stupid to impress your crush: not that i can remember Found a cartoon character attractive: no At anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape: don't think so Called or seen a psychic: nah Planned your week based on the TV: yeah Prank called someone: yup Been on stage: yeah a few times gotten in a car accident: yup Made homemade fudge: yeah but it was shite Seen the Eiffel tower in person: yes FAVORITES: Shampoo: Toni and guy Soap: ? Colors: blue and black Day/Night: night group/singer: *shrug* The proclaimers kick arse Commercial: i dont get off on commercials Type of sandwich: Tomlinsons sausage and cheese Coffee or hot chocolate: hot chocolate Cold or hot: hot Big or little: big Lace or satin: ooooh satin :) Here or there: there Red or blue: red New or old: old MY FRIENDS Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: *shrug* when i find out i'll let ya kno Do you want to kiss him/her: who? What do you like about him/her: :P Do you have a best friend: yup Who's your funniest friend: maybe Dan or Kate Who do you e-mail the most: Kate Who have you known the longest of your friends: Millie Who's the loudest: me or GeF Who's the shyest: Dan Dinkle Whose parents do you know the best: Millie's Who do you have the most inside jokes with: Markus Who are you jealous of: Not many ppl, *shrug* Who do you cry with: Millie and Matt IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... Cried: nope Cut your hair: nope Worn a tie: nope Hair tie: yep Been mean: oh yes Been sarcastic: again yes Gone for a walk: to work Gone to the movies: nope Gone out for dinner: yes Felt stupid: yup Said "I Love You!": nope Written a letter: nope Written a paper: kinda Taken a test: nope Met someone new: yep Written in a journal: yep Watched your favorite movie: nah Given someone a present: yes Had a serious talk: yeah Missed someone: yep lots Hugged someone: yes Had a nightmare: nope Fought with a friend: nope Been Scared: nah DO YOU BELIEVE IN... God: No Yourself: yes Your friends: yeah Aliens: no Love: yep Destiny: yes The Closet Monster: oh yes i talked to him last night One person for everyone: *shrug* That squirrels are evil: Yes the little bastards WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU... Wished upon a star: prolly in the last week Laughed until you cried: tonite Played Spin the Bottle: when i was about 12? Watched a sunrise/sunset: sunday morning? Spent quality time alone: Never Told someone you hated them: last week Did you mean it?: kind of Lied to sound good: today? maybe it was just compulsive lying. Ditched a friend for a guy/girl: never Showered: about 4pm Ate a meal: *shrug* Monday? What are you wearing right now: work clothes ARE YOU..... Lonely: kind of Happy: yup wearing pajamas: nope hungry: nope eating: nah talking to someone online: yes ready 4 this survey 2 end: oh yes How long did this survey take you: 10 mins Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 31st, 2002
7:55 pm	Lalala. This past week has been just so utterly ace. Except me and Daily had to get up at half seven (half six) in the miserable rain and weather for him to get the bus. Anyway, everyone came round on Friday, its was so unreal, 23 and 24 years olds playing with toys and then hurling everywhere and walking into doors and stuff. And GeF just passing out on the landing while Chris ctapulted stuff at his head which i told him not to do eventually. people are coming again on Tuesday I think :) including Mr. Draper and Mr. Cranny and Mr. Daily and they are gonna do my pub quiz. I have to go now as i am having a night in (at the pub). Au Revoir Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Gold - Spandeau Ballet :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 29th, 2002
5:02 am	What started as a great nitye ended up poo. They played love shack, and push it, and i'm in the mood for dancing but then it turned shit. ah well you live and learn loko at5 the time what a ridiculous time the birds are singin aw daily sent me a nice text *hugs* thank you xxx (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 28th, 2002
11:37 am	Monday night was so good, everyone was unbelievably wasted though, Sina just looked like he was in a stress for ages, i think because he was fucked. OMG Steph Andrews came on to possibly every single male there and got into two, then ended up in bed with Geoff which was just weird. Nicola wasn't much better. i was good :D I felt really sober compared to everyone else. my room and kitchen were like a walk-in bong or something. I had about an hours slepp, and then Daily stayed for another night and we did the quiz and did moderately well. Then we just did not much else all night but still I only got two/three hours sleep so i am still knackered. Mud Club tomorrow. yay. Can't believe its Friday already. Then its saturday and Draper is coming to my house :) Its my friends 21st tonight so we're goin out, but I am gonna be the only girl and the only one under 20 years of age so it will maybe be a crappy night *nods* I need to go and do adult stuff now like ironing while drinking wine. actually need a fag. And I have a sudden obsesion with wathing Saved by the Bell :) Matt wankley called Kris an Ethiopian :) I think he was joking. If not it was pretty mean cos Ethiopians are black. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 24th, 2002
12:38 am	ANd i am proud to say i still look good tonight ie. i have now haad all my lipstik smeared or my hair so wonky or my pants ruffled (Comment on this)
12:31 am	im drunken gef shud have come out we wnt to smacks and i felt old :) there were all little ppl there but i drank sangria and realsied how horrid it is and me and steph were ill and ha bisters so we came home but paul is not shagging nina. (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
1:04 pm	Help! My IRC has died. It says 'No Buffer space availiable' Can anyone please tell me how to make it better? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:31 pm	My parents are doing my head in innit. They are aerguing cos my mum forgot to tell me dad my brother wouldn't be at home tonight so my dad didn't get to say bye to my brother before he goes away and he said my mum did it on purpose and grrrrrrrrrrrr they are so annoying. I just wish they lived a million miles apart so they wouldn't keep bickering about everything. The other day I missed my hospital treatment because i had to look after my brother cos he was ill and so when i told my dad why i hadn't been he went mad and said, 'I knew i couldn't trust your mum' and thats just shit of him. But his windcreen got smashed in last night, i told him it served him right for parking a car like his in such a deprived and shitty area of Burnley ie. the area surrounded by delinquents where he currently lives :P (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 21st, 2002
11:12 pm	Had a good night. Went down town to Wetherspoons, drank a lot and quickly as well. my mum has gone on a 'date'. Whore. I have been invited to join the Dan and Pugh singles club. Its getting desperate now :P (Comment on this)
Monday, March 18th, 2002
9:36 pm	number of people on my lj friends list: 37 ...whom I've met in person: 25 ...whom I've met in person more than once: 21 ...whose house I've been to: 12 ...who have been to my house: 16 ...whose precise geographic location I know offhand: 12 ...whose full names I know offhand: 25 ...whom I've followed/been in touch with for more than 3 years: 8 ...who live outside my country: 1 ...whose journal I consider myself "addicted" to: 0 ...whom I've lived with: 0 ...whose ex I slept with: 1 ...who I'd do: at this moment in time? 1 ...who I've done: lol, 1 (3 Comments |Comment on this)
9:11 pm	Mike introduced me to this song, and it still makes me cry every time i listen to it, thinking back to things Current Music: Sister Hazel : Your Winter (Comment on this)